Friday, 26 October 2012

First Love Reminiscent

This is the only topic that I can't tell in english
so, never mind
I hope Google translate will help my readers
Cinta pertama..
aku bukan di antara mereka yang beruntung
yang dapat 'happy ending' dengan first love mereka
cinta pertama aku bolehlah dikatakan cinta monyet
cinta zaman sekolah
aku sanjung dia, puja dia
dia segalanya
naifkan aku masa tu?
kalau nak cerita ikut kronologi betul-betul memang sampai 10 entri pun tak cukup
sebab dah berkurun aku simpan dalam-dalam
biar terkubur bersama dengan sakitnya sekali
tapi hari ini tiba-tiba terdetik balik rasa tu
bukan rasa cinta yang masih ada
tapi parutnya masih ada
aku masih terkesan dengan kehadiran dia dalam hidup aku
tersentak sekejap bila terpandang gambar dia di facebook
bukan aku sengaja tapi gambarnya adalah post pertama muncul dalam wall aku
perkara pertama yang aku perhati ;senyuman dia
tanpa sedar, aku pun sama tersenyum
walau dah hampir 8 tahun tak berjumpa
5 tahun tanpa berita
atas sikap aku yang terlalu tamak masa tu
tapi aku masih lagi tersenyum bila dia bahagia
makin lama aku tenung gambar dia, makin kuat rasa sakit yang aku pernah rasa dulu
bila aku tersedar sakit tu makin terasa, cepat-cepat aku alihkan pandangan
biarkan dia terkubur
itu lebih baik
sekurang-kurangnya dia masih lagi ada dalam hati ni
walaupun nun jauh di dasar hati
orang kata, perempuan tak boleh lupakan cinta terakhirnya
ternyata mereka silap
walau sebanyak mana cinta yang aku rasa
sekeping gambar cinta pertama sudah cukup buat aku terlupa mereka yang lain
5 tahun yang lalu aku dah terbangun dari mimpi
yang dia tak akan jadi milik aku
sampai sekarang, aku masih berdiri di dunia nyata
terima kasih, cinta pertama

Tuesday, 23 October 2012

eat2Review: Samurai Burger (McDonald)

it's as delicious as it look like..
already try this for many times
but i'll tell you all my first time eating this
the full set including sakura frizz(flow) and Katsu Curry(french fries)
total price per person is around RM12

let's talk about the flow first, Sakura Frizz
it's delicious and not too cabornate
the taste is like ribena+sprite
but not as sour as ribena
more sprite, less ribena
get the taste?
French Fries
you only get Katsu Curry if you buy large
like always, shake the Katsu Curry with the french fries
the taste.......
not that its not delicious but the curry is more to sweet curry
when its cold or you leave it for a while,
the fries will become sweet and not so much curry
i don't like that taste

now for the spotlight, SAMURAI BURGER
the meat is really, REALLY delicious!
its not like typical meat burger
the meat looks like it was minced until it really tiny 
and then compressed together
in another word, the meat is really compact
do you ever experience when you eat beef burger,
you can smell the meat?
the unpleasant kind of smell?
i did, and this burger don't have that smell
the teriyaki sauce is what makes it the spotlight for today
its not too spicy, not too sweet
more like satay sauces but different and more delicious
the meat's size!
its BIGGER than the bread
if there is one thing that not cool about this burger 
is only the way they pack it
from the above pic, you realize how the sauce is all over the cover?
it's messy and we had to open carefully
but for me, that is not a big problem at all
when the burger is inside my mouth, 
I already forgot that part

yeah, that's not me
it's my bestfriend
and officially become my blog's model for eat2Review
the unfortunate event happens after our delicious meal
i got stomachache after a while eating the fries and drink the flow
maybe i can not stand the mix
after that, everytime i went to McD and order this,
i will change the flow and no more Katsu Curry
you all should try this
if you already did, share with me!
take care,bye~

Sunday, 21 October 2012

time out

i'm having time out from my labwork and student life.
just for a month and a half
i got job offer actually
money i get from that job enough for me to settle the tuition fees
i just finish watching densha otoko..
great story
will explain in detail later
have to sign out now

Friday, 19 October 2012


i'm home..
sorry for the long vacation..
couldn't find a word to share..
i'm still studying..lab work actually..
and now probably going to stop for a month..
gotta have to work to pay for my study fees..
work hard...
love life?
its fairytale few weeks ago n suddenly whoosh!
don't know what went wrong
maybe it's me
i hate myself for not strong enough to stand up for myself in front of him
because i love him so much
too much actually
couldn't stand the way he looks when i try to tell him what i really feel
and at last, i'm the one who apologizing
What else to update?
none, i guess..
i'm stil the old me
the only thing that changing is what's around me
new people, new problem and same people but 180 degree changed..
let's just walk our path and smile all the way...
It's not life if its not a mess..